
Three days ago I posted about How Lina and I started dating. Today is something else.
Four years ago today I rose after a night almost completely without sleep. I got up and showered, because tired or not it was to be the biggest day of my life up to that point. I got up, and went to the grocery store to buy some tea. Lots of tea. Seriously, who makes tea on this day? I do. People would need tea. After the grocery store I go to a small convention center and make the tea. Many gallons of tea. I go back to my apartment (it was my first one on my own) and get cleaned up. Again. I sweat a lot that day. I spend quite a long time fixing my hair. I had to look good for my lady, right? I went to my Mimi's house to pick up my big brother, because we always said we'd be there for each other for this. The whole time I miss her. Adam (my brother) and I get to St. Peter's Episcopal Church in Pasadena, where we wait for the others. I'm looking good in my white t-shirt and jeans, with converse and an awesome pompadour. The other guys show up, and we take some pictures, my favorite of the shots being at the top of this post. we also had an awesome Abbey Road type shot. After we get done with the tom foolery (for the most part), we all take our clothes off in the back room and get dressed up. I miss her terribly. Guests begin arriving, and I greet them as I'm supposed to, not really paying attention to the sentiments people are giving me, the pats on the back, the congratulations, the smiles. All I can think of is how much I miss her. How it is taking too long. I'm told to go in to the back and wait. Wait?!? Are they stupid? Crazy? Both? I go back with my brother by my side. After what seemed like at least 4 hours (I was told it was only 10 minutes) I hear the organ start playing Journey. Through all the tension borne of impatience, Adam and I giggle at the fact that we can hear everyone singing "Just a small town girl, livin' in a lonely world. She took the midnight train going aaaaaa-neeeeee-where..." Yeah, I know. It's awesome. My brother and I walk out in front of everyone and take our positions. Then I hear a song that for my entire childhood I thought was written for a Kodak commercial. As a teenager I discovered it was written by Pachelbel. I knew she was close now. I didn't miss her as badly. I try to step up on my toes without anyone noticing, just to get a peek of her veil. I succeed, and all emotion lets loose. Every single bridesmaid is crying along with me, my brother, and almost every groomsman. So here you have 13 crying people (two of my seven groomsmen didn't cry) waiting for the guest of honor. Finally she is walked to me by her father. We now have 28 teary eyes at the altar. My dad very slyly hands a handkerchief to my brother, who slips it to me. I try to stop my blubbering long enough to speak my vow to the woman who is becoming my wife. I only partly succeed. I end my promise to her by simply saying "I love you". Then, four years ago today, "the rest of my life" became "forever".
I love you baby.